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Harness the Abyss

by Harness the Abyss

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Dreaming Leaving the boundary See the constriction Self affliction Reliving Youthful apprehension I never felt at home Vision set in stone Suspended Life invented (Shining in distant rays Dreaming of different days) Unintended Ephemeral atmosphere I can’t stay here
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All alone The night begins All around The light dances On the road As the rain falls faster Could it be Any other way? As the sky pours its heart out to the earth I am caught within it Mesmerizing My thoughts outshine the words And preserve my spirit As the rain falls faster Staying out Soaking it in Timelessness The sensation On my skin As the rain falls faster If I’m free This is where I’ll stay As the sky pours its heart out to the earth I am caught within it Drenched My thoughts outshine the words And preserve my spirit As the rain falls faster I contemplate The vast expanse above me Beyond the gray The sheltering canopy The water strings as it hits my eyes Guiding me back below the sky As the sky pours its heart out to the earth I am caught within it Mesmerizing My thoughts outshine the words And preserve my spirit As the rain falls faster
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Absentia 03:27
Color inside the lines Other people define Suffer over and over Or follow your own design What am I longing to find Buried inside the mind? There are no tracks in the brain For this consciousness train Too many questions Not enough answers Running away Mark me as absent Suffer within I’m lost again When you can’t win It’s easier to take the plunge I’m undone Caught alone Under the surface Resting in shelter Of solitary memories Bury my feelings deep Tired of running I’d rather hide myself away Pretending I don’t care about anything Shutting out all the pain Leaving the earth Floating through the void in my mind Going numb Feeling content in this fortress I’ve made I lock the door behind me and I fill the moat with my fears Let them come surround me failing after all of these years Their voices still around me but I finally covered my ears Nothing left to remind me, nothing left for me here Stop asking questions Stop seeking answers It’s easier this way Living life passive Suffer again I’m lost within My problems have changed I’m feeling distant
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Seethe 03:33
Seething with thoughts of dissent Seeking annihilation Unseen unrest and hatred Recede, recede, recede Scenes echo endlessly The dialogue disrupting (corrupting) Essence burns in fumes of building rage unspent Consume mind-will-body to the ego bent Seethe with thoughts of dissent Recede as the fire extends Seethe with thoughts of dissent Reflecting on what I resent Cyclic catastrophe Caught within its gravity Centrifugal forces converging Mental spiral unnerving Concealing this revolt Flashbacks feedback unto rot Pressed on both sides Pressure on the rise Too late to undo this knot Seethe with thoughts of dissent Recede as the fire extends Seethe with thoughts of dissent Reflecting on what I resent Seethe with thoughts of dissent Recede as the fire extends Seethe with thoughts of dissent Reflecting on what I resent Recede
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Waking Leaving the blur Listless and perplexed Lucid nonetheless Reliving Lifelong apprehension A home never conceived A place I’ll never leave Suspended Life unmended (Hiding inside my head Trying to lose the thread) It’s time I tended Embrace the mystery All I can truly be
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Tunnels 04:09
Just the other morning Through filmy waves of sleep I heard grace softly weeping Just beyond my reach Buried in the pain beneath The more I stop and listen The more I feel their fear Despite their dire condition They hide their lonely tears Biting into life with clenched teeth I wait, I wonder While angels withstand the grueling weight Tell me why sorrow stalks the warm? Their cries echo on the tunnel walls A dark descent, hands extending through the keep Unfathomed depths hinder tending grace unseen No avail, death impending light condemned Life will end discontent, helpless to help them When I wake tomorrow, will I still hear their cries? Will they still bare the burden, while I watch with glazed eyes? Where is the remedy? Why such extremes? It should be me in their place Facing the gauntlet Deafening screams . . . . . . No way to warm them The angels lie dying dark and cold Tracing the tired lines Where they gave it all Facing life alone I wait, I wonder While angels withstand the grueling weight Tell me why sorrow stalks the warm? Their cries echo on the tunnel walls
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Waiting 03:04
Fixating on a memory Waiting Validating a fallacy Waiting Speak Be my clarity Don’t leave me here Flirting with my greatest fear Speak Show me who to be Remember when you promised I’d be free? Speak Sing me a new melody Every passing day The silence grows So I’ll just be Waiting In my fears Waiting
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Spiral 04:40
I follow the circles I drift through their hue I drown in the details I spin in pursuit Days turn to years Direction is gone My senses surrender The center breaks down And I spiral Fear in waves Notionless Shatter every intent I summon Fear engrained In hopelessness Sever every sense As I spiral Growing in distance From hearing their sounds Longing for solace As darkness surrounds Space unfamiliar Clouded and cold A past me in horror For a future unknown Fear in waves Notionless Shatter every intent I summon Fear engrained In hopelessness Sever every sense As I spiral Something else to follow Waits for me to understand A calm from far below Reaching up with gentle hands As I dissolve My fears become a catalyst A new resolve To face this crushing emptiness If I’ll abide (Breathe in) Inhale, exhale, exist Come out of hiding And learn to harness the abyss
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released April 26, 2024

Written and Produced by Jesse Peck

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Music for staring into the void and finding yourself.

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